I LOVE fashion. Clothes, shoes and jewelry are my favorite things to shop for and my favorite things to receive as gifts. I like watching TV about fashion, looking at fashion magazines and reading articles about style on the Internet. I like finding pretty outfits on line and recreating them for myself. My mom loves these things too and has always set a wonderful example of presenting herself as a lady, so her’s was definitely an influence in this area while I was growing up (whether she believes me or not). When I was in college I liked to wear a different outfit every day. After college I had a job in a shoe store in a fashionable shopping center and I relished dressing the part. But, I’m a missionary now. I live in one of the poorest countries in the Americas. What place does fashion have in my life, if any?
When you hear the term “missionary” I’d bet that “stylish” isn’t the first description that comes to mind. In the past, missionary ladies haven’t exactly been known for their fashion savvy. From my current perspective, I can easily understand that there are a lot of unique reasons why missionary women might find themselves in the frump zone. I don’t want to give up though. I still like to have an idea of the current trends in the States. I still do face masks and paint my nails. I still love a good statement necklace. However, being on the mission field, and this past year in particular living in Nicaragua, has changed me. It can still be fun. I still dress up a few times a week. But in my current circumstances, some days, it’s just not worth it. And that was a circumstance in my life that I had hardly ever had happen before. The more I thought about it, the more curious I got about other missionary ladies like me. What does fashion mean to them? What priority do they put on it? How has their current culture changed things for them or has it even changed anything at all? Can you be both a missionary and a fashionable woman? Should I even be worried about it?
In the following paragraphs I’m going to ask several questions in relation to this topic. I will answer them for myself and I’ve also asked a few missionary friends around the world to answer them as well.
Meet Alyssa – She has lived in South Africa as a missionary since October, 2015
Meet Kimberly – She has lived in the UK as a missionary since September, 2011
How would you describe your style and approach to fashion before you moved to your current country of service?
Me – I spent 3 years on deputation before moving to Costa Rica and then Nicaragua. Most of my clothes were church clothes. I hated wearing the same things for weeks at a time though and always tried to mix things up as much as possible. This was definitely a creative time for me and it’s also when I started taking outfit pictures for fun.
Alyssa – I am a bit casual in my style attempts. I really love to wear dresses that are comfortable and attractive. They can both be pretty and easy to coordinate with since they either need a cardigan or they don’t, and there isn’t much need for matching.
Kimberly – Before we moved to Scotland, I was very conservative in my fashion and didn’t really keep up with the latest trends and styles. While on deputation, I was always looking for comfortable outfits, not really focusing on whether it was completely up-to-date with the trends. I had the mindset that missionaries couldn’t/shouldn’t be the most fashionable.
Has your style changed since you moved to the field and how so?
Me – For the first year on the field we lived in Costa Rica and attended language school classes with other North Americans. I had to really make myself dress more casually though. I was so accustomed to dressing up that I had to make myself tone it down to fit in more. I helped with music in chapel and on those days I would literally ask my husband, “Does this outfit look like I’m trying too hard?” The next year, we moved to Nicaragua and there was not much reason to dress up except for church. Also, I would find myself being self conscious because of the wealth gap, and again, I would try to tone it down. One of the hardest parts of living here is the fact that people often see our “wealth” and not who we are. Some days, I care more about it and other days I just let it go. I try not to let myself feel guilty because we live a comfortable life, but I’m also much more conscious of excess than I ever was before. And then there is the heat. I was so used to dressing in layers for modesty purposes and for nursing, that I didn’t know how to dress without them. I literally went through my closet, item by item, figuring out which ones I could wear without a tank, slip or sweater. And sleeveless shirts are now my best friends.
Alyssa – My style has changed a bit since I moved to South Africa because the adorable dresses I could afford at Goodwill cost an arm and a leg if I can find them at all. I also moved while pregnant and only had enough space for maternity clothes so I was not able to bring anything my personal style with me.
Kimberly – I think my style HAS changed…I now realize that I am the face of the ministry here. I need to represent my Lord in a way that won’t turn people’s noses up. Also, the fashion in the UK seems to be ahead of the US. So, I try to wear modest versions of clothes/outfits that are in style/on trend here.
Do you dress differently at all in relation to the culture you live in? Do you attempt to fit in with your style?
Me – I do. I do not dress up nearly as much as I used to. On deputation I wore a lot of black, high heels and nice dresses for Sunday and Wednesday services. I hardly ever wear my black skirts now. I’ve purchased a lot more casual clothing over the past two years as well since most days are either spent at home with the kids or going places where wearing nice clothes would only get them messed up. I don’t even dress up on Sunday mornings because it’s just not practical for our kids ministry and I’ll just sweat through whatever it is anyway. I do try to look nice for Sunday night services (which is the most formal service here in Nicaragua) and I might even put on some heels, but that’s the only time you will see me in them. As far as fitting in goes, for me, it’s pretty much impossible since I don’t wear skinny jeans. Even then, no one is ever going to mistake me for a Nicaraguan so why worry about it? In general though, I try to be practical and basic, especially when I’m going into the market or somewhere without my husband. About the only time I let myself wear something a little more out there are trips to Managua or family date nights.
Alyssa – I have noticed a lot of ladies where I live like to wear peasant type flowing skirts and flowy vest types or scarves to add a layer. I take a little notice to what is normal to wear and try not to stand out too much, but I also am carrying a baby in my arms so fewer layers is easier to manage. I am very fortunate that wearing skirts is so common here that I don’t stick out at all.
Kimbery – YES! Different in the modesty part. Modesty is NOT a part of most British people’s wardrobes. In fact, the mentality of showing a lot of skin is instilled at a very young age. I do try to fit in (with modesty being at the forefront of my mind) so that I can reach out to people and relate easier.
Is there anything from the culture you live in that you have incorporated into your style?
Me – Bright lipstick and pencil skirts. If a Nicaraguan lady is in a skirt, 9 times out of 10 it’s straight and knee length. And they love their bright lipstick. I had never really worn bright lipstick before living here but now I have a few bright reds and pinks and I love them!
Alyssa – There isn’t anything particularly different about fashion here, but also there are many different cultures in our area so people are pretty accepting. There isn’t anything that I have added to my wardrobe habits from living here except some form of confidence. I don’t feel the pressure to be well put together, or to wear new outfits. Many people repeat the same outfits and it doesn’t bother anyone. I like that. A pretty outfit is pretty even is people have seen it before.
Kimberly – This really made me think…I don’t think I have. One thing that is VERY popular here is wearing a big, fancy hat to formal event (weddings, funeral, garden parties, Easter Sunday, etc). I just don’t wear those kinds of hats. Another very popular trend over here is wearing leggings as trousers/pants. The women don’t always take into consideration how long (or short) their top is, either. Very often I see them walking down the street with only leggings and a cropped shirt on.
What do you wear on a normal day? What do you wear on a Sunday?
Me – On home days I have about 5 skirts and 7-8 sleeveless shirts and tee shirts that I rotate through. I might put on something a little nicer to go into town, like a knit skirt or a button down top or one of a few casual dresses that I have. I always wear closed toe, sneaker type flats to the market, and hardly ever a necklace although I do wear one occasionally. For Sundays, usually a nicer casual skirt and top for the morning, often with a necklace or earrings, comfortable flats or flat sandals and my hair up. For the evening I’ll often pull out a dress, almost always a necklace and heels or some of my less comfortable flats.
Alyssa – Most days I end up going into public so I wear a skirt and shirt, not quite church clothes, but I try to dress in such a way that I would not be embarrassed to represent the Lord in witnessing.
Kimberly – For every day, I wear a knee length midi-skirt (cotton or denim) or a long maxi skirt with a button down top or jumper (aka sweater). In the colder months, which is most of our year, I wear tights or leggings for warmth and a scarf. I try to dress up as much as possible for Sunday because 1) Jesus deserves my very best, and 2) I try to be a good example to our church people that getting all fancied up doesn’t mean one HAS to show cleavage, bottom, and/or tummy.
Do you shop for clothes where you live and if so, where?
Me – Nicaragua is a thrifters paradise! It’s also pretty much the only option for anything of quality. There are sooo many stores that sell used clothing so when I go shopping, it’s typically not for any specific items. If I need a something like that, I usually order it online and send it to my parent’s house or I describe it to my mom and she gets whatever it is and brings it to me when they visit. Or I make it.
Alyssa – I do shop for clothes here in South Africa. There seems to be either very affordable clothes that may only last one wear, or very expensive clothes that are attractive but too much to wear for what I do.
Kimberly – I do have my parents send modest skirts over because they are hard to find here. (The ones I find here are meant to be too short and/or tight.) I have found the bigger, department-type stores will have dresses that are quite modest. It’s the price I have to watch out for with those! I will also browse charity shops (thrift stores) weekly and find pieces to add to my wardrobe.
Are you happy with your current style? Is there anything you would change?
Me – In general, yes, although I do miss having more excuses to dress up. Some times I do Instagram challenges just for the fun of it. On the one hand, I do like being more laid back, but on the other hand, it would be soooo easy to to let myself go and I really don’t want that to happen. There are some many more important things to take care of and my “look” just isn’t that important. But I’m also one of those people that feels more confident and motivated if I’m put together, so that’s important too. Most of the things I’d like to change are things I can’t change, like being able to wear layers or maxi dresses without sweating like crazy, but that heat and humidity aren’t going anywhere so I’ll just have to keep getting creative.
Alyssa – My personal style is mostly one of minimalism. I try to look nice and put together and may add a necklace or bracelet. I have learned to put more effort into my appearance over the last few years, but I have also learned that it is okay and so much easier to put together a few outfits and keep them on repeat. This probably sounds tacky, but often when I am getting dressed I try to remember that the prettiest thing I could put on is a smile, and that helps me get through the days I don’t have time for accessories or makeup.
Kimberly – I would say, overall I am happy with my style. But, I am always looking for new ways to update and refresh my look. Eveyone’s style is different, but we should all keep modesty as part of our wardrobe.